Rumination

Just want to remind readers of this page that you might encounter grammar, spelling or other mistakes, which I may have bypassed before posting it.
Basically this blog is a combination of everything; I am not sticking to a singular ‘subject.’
Everyday life is so so exceptionally stupendous! There are times when I’m in the realms and there are times I need to be helmed. Everything interests me. My mind seems to crave and absorbed information. Biology, philology, philosophy, which can be mind boggling you know. And of course, malaysian politics. I’m thinking of taking up photography as a hobby (it is under construction at this moment) but then I have to figure out if my budget allows it. On the other hand, I enjoy reading too. Don’t know if I can jingle both of it together.
I was exposed to Malaysian politics and polices some years ago, due to unforeseen circumstances.
It wasn’t a very appetizing dessert, nevertheless, form observation and scrutinizing facts from resources I got to understand the other side of ‘the coin’ in our wonderful country. The conclusion, malaysian politics stinks and sting!
Let us ALL hope the political scene will improve step by step. I sincerely hope every malaysian will rise up to voice out injustice and not harp for unethical status, which in my opinion is very infantile, primitive, bias and prehistoric. A matured country does not uphold racism or chauvinism

Happiness And Pleasure

I have always wondered what life would be like if I were a normal person and not fettered with this disease.
Probably would have married a billionaire and do the usual stuff that billionaires do. Marrying a billionaire is much easier then trying to be one, you know. A sort of ‘short cut’.
This hypothesis developed in my fantasy world as I was growing up. There was something absolutely wonderful about this commodity call ‘money = $$$’. It has an amazing power of making one illustrious! But you must have tons and tons of it.
On the other hand, happiness is the most vital booster in the human life. There is a hint of legitimacy in the quote below:-
“Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be.”- Abraham Lincoln
It suddenly occurred to me that happiness is something that spills out from our inner being that affects those around us. A visible and viable sight, that all is well within the soul. Our natural state of being is to be happy. When you remove all the uncomfortable emotions we humans can experience (and they are numerous), you're left with happiness.
Happiness is a belief about yourself and the outside world. Happiness is born from the interior workings of our own minds.
The core essence around it, consist in an unshakable faith in God. A simple acceptance of His existence and assistance goes a long way in this present world.
Money on the other hand, gives you pleasure, limited amount of confidence, and perhaps, satisfaction.
Happiness and pleasure. Both are in the hands of God, it is better to receive it from Him then to strive to achieve it ourselves.

Privileged

If you are disable person, you are supposed to live in a ‘home’ or with family members or with other disable people. It is unthinkable to live alone.

For five months I have been living alone in a low cost flat. It is a sensational experience! It is quite impossible to describe this particular scene because I am suffering from Osteogenesis imperfecta. It is a genetic disorder. As collagen is an important protein in bone structure, this impairment causes those with the condition to have weak or fragile bones.
Besides there are various other problems to watch out and to live with. That is why I say it is a ‘particular scene’.

There is something wonderful about being ‘independent’ the prospect of it is boundless, especially if one is born handicap.
True Malaysian society finds this ideologically and psychological exasperating, but that is their problem.
Suggestions of what is for my own good infuriates me. God and I know on these matters.

Oh, don’t imagine it was a smooth sailing all the way, no, there were some rough waves that came along, somehow by His amazing power the boat went through undented. I am truly privileged to have a living God walking beside my wheelchair where ever I go. Segregation, if taken seriously could become a great blessing. A characteristic reincarnation and revival of hidden insight that lays buried.

Sometimes.

Politics is in the limelight. A remarkable era has taken us by storm. Unexpected but “it is about time” thing that we all need at this precise moment. Maybe I should say it was a tornado. A good ONE!
For 50 years we have been plundered, bullied, cheated and worst still our safety have been discarded. I sit in a wheelchair and my mind is unable to swallow such a disgraceful deeds, done by these people who have become inhuman, and that is rightly expected of them as they have been in power for decade.
If you are reading this and expecting that our political performance to be beyond par, then you are highly mistaken. There is bound to problems, as 3 parties are involved. I hope that these leader will cooperate in manner that certain words and action must be used.
First word compromise! It has to be done as part of history lesson regarding Malaysia. 50 is long long time for majority race not to create a commotion. The powers that ruled will install virus to that which is going to rule. Simple isn’t it? That is the way I see it now – all these delays for MB.
All of us have creative ideas – they clash, they splash, they flash and they explode! Very natural.
Action – move forward together with one concept, one mind and vision.That is all I can say for now.